Wow it's been a while. So much has changed in the last year... well in the last couple weeks two. I just spent another part of my summer at Ithaca College (only for 3 weeks instead of one) and took Abnormal Psychology with an old Irish professor who swore like a naughty drunken sailor. If anything, the things I've gained the most since going to Ithaca (beside crazy info about the crazy) is probably maturity if you can believe it. I've completly wrapped my head around the thought that life is too short to be shy, withdrawn, or an actress, and that relationships can form easily if you just relax and not force it. If friends are truly friends, you shouldn't have to pretend to be someone else around them, or fight to keep your relationship going. I shouldn't have to pretend to any of you guys that I'm always happy, and a bubbly horny dumb shit, just so I can hide my own feelings. I am myself,and i'll act like myself.

i dont know what else to write right now.